blessed

i must say that while the day has been unpleasant on the front of me being ill, it's also been pleasant in the form of various ones who have been a help to me today:

1. doc friend who explained to me what was happening and calmed my fears of a stroke.

2. bro in law's girlfriend who sacrificed her sleep in to take me to hospital.

3. super mum in law who took care of the kids during her weekend day off.

4. pat who was a listening ear to me who was miserable to be ill and coming home to an empty house.

5. see lian who brought lunch for me.

6. ai may who checked up on me thrice and was also a listening ear while husband wasn't around today.

7. lei wah who came just to be with me while i rested, just in case if i should spin out of control again, and who came bearing loads of gifts like she usually does, and who even fixed up my dinner complete with fruit for dessert before she left and while i was sleeping. talking about serving others, she wins the prize.

well, you can tell that i'm feeling much better with hours of sleep. perhaps the lack of sleep was what triggered the vertigo. thank God for no further episodes. however still feeling a little miserable being alone in the house, just waiting for my kiddies to get home. then it will be cheerful and distracting again. being miserable is not common with me. usually i would welcome spending time alone at home. perhaps not when i'm ill. well, i'm allowing myself to be childlike again so, every child is miserable when they are ill, right?

anyway, the point is, i feel loved by God and loved by people.